To My Ex

I never get jelous when i see my ex with someone else, because my parents always taught to give my used toys to the less fortune. :')

A real man doesn't love a millions girls but he love one girl in a million ways.

I'm proud of my heart. It's been played, stabbed, cheated, burned and broken, but somehow still works.

Pain makes you stronger. Tears makes you braver. Heartbreak makes you wiser. So thank the past for a better future.

Never ignore a person who loves and cares for you because one day you may realize you've lost the moon while counting the stars.

Sometimes I wonder if you are my (Once upon a time) or my (Happily ever after).

Forgiving is not entirely forgetting, it's just letting go of the hurt.

Giving up doesn't mean your letting go, It means you've decided to accept it wasn't meant to be.

P/s : Love is like fire. You know it hurts, but you play with it anyways.

Walk away.

True love is when you shed a tear and still want him.

It's when he ignores you and you still love him.

It's when he love another but still can smile and say,

'I am happy for you'.

When all you really do is cry cry and cry.

Sometimes you just have to smile,

Pretends everything's okay,

Hold back the tears and just walk away. 

       

Because of you.

Because of you,

I can't hear any songs that will reminds me of you.

I can't answer any calls at late of night.

I can't think about other guys.

I can't think about anyone else when my phone is ringing.

Because, I am always think about you.

Because of you,

I am afraid to fall in love again.

I am afraid to give my heart to anyone.

I am afraid to trust any guys.

I am afraid to have faith in someone.

Because, I am afraid of losing someone that i love so much like you.

Because of you.

I will close my heart from fall in love again.

I will live my life alone without someone to share my love with.

I will never play the songs that we used to sing together.

I will never treat any other guys more than just a friend.

Because, I will not waste my time for someone who not worth it anymore like you.

How can someone make me so sad,

But still i only want him to stay,

I wanna say i love you so bad,

But i don't wanna scare you away.

I wish you ♥ me. :'(

Ceria !

Hari ni hari cuti sePilah ! Bajet na bagun lewat lah kan. Tapi tatau lah knpa mata ni gtal sgt tanak pejam. So trus bagun and p mandi. Cuci baju dan segala bagai lagi. Hari ni aku berazam untuk menyiapkan lab report bio and phy. Essei Bel mmg dah terbengkalai dah sejak semalam. Kalau rajin buat lah. Heee.

Kemarin dan semalam tatau lah kenapa rasa happy sgt dgn dak-dak klas. Biasalah bila semua dah berjalan sambil bergelak ketawa bersama, mmg kecoh lah kampus dengan suara ktorang je. And bila dah ramai2, ada jelah yang jadi mangsa kena snap pic ktorng yang gila glem ni. Satu kelas okay yang gila berphoto gedix ni. Sebab uh berjangkit kat aku. Haha. 

And kelas Bel pula, Miss Amalina mmg happening gilaaa ! Seronok dpt dia. Dia ajar ktorang perkataan baru yang kini hangat diperkatakan iaitu KEJI ! Hoho. Nanti kalau ada pic dia, aku masukkan okay. Pape pun aku gembira dgn dak-dak AS1202E2. Hope kita kekal jelah smpai sem 6 nanti okay. Malas dah na tukar-tukar. Kita dah macam one big family and for sure lah Syaza sebagai momy ! Hahaha.

Okay ni ada lah cikit pic ktorang semalam yang sempat disnap and beberapa pic lain bersama teman-teman gedix yang tersayang. HEHE.

Kehappyan together ! Haha. Mereka sangat KEJI ! That is why i love them ! Hehe.

p/s : AS1202E2 Tebaek wokkk !! :DD

Birthday Party !

Hye hye ! Da lama gila ta ngadap blog ni. Almaklum lah cuti, blog pun cuti lah dr diupdate dgn entry-entry baru yang menyesakkan. Huhu. Lagipun tade hal yang menarik sgt utk dikongsikan selain pergi bercuti ke Kuantan dan Terengganu. Cerita tu nanti aku update kt entry yang lain okay.

Haa, kali ni na cerita bout my birthday pada 3 Feb yang lalu yang serba serbinya simple. No cake and hadiah. Huhu. Agak sadis lah. Malam birthday aku pun ta best seperti tahun-tahun sebelum ni. Tade siapa yang teman aku. Sumpah sangat bosan. Rasa na nges je. :'(

Siangnya aku keluar ke JJ dgn kakak aku. Tatau lah kenpa rasa mls sangat na hangout dgn kwn hari tu. Lagi lah time raya cina, kdai byk ttup. Na tgk movie pun rasa tade mud je. Sob sob ! Petang pula blik kg, lagi lah bosan. Kol free pun tatau na kol cpe. So biar jela free call tuh lenyap cm uh je. Untunglahh Maxis ! SADIS !! Yang okaynya aku dapat hadiah merebondingkan rambut oleh ibu. Itu jelah kot yang best.

Hari ni aku kembali semula ke Pilah dgn berat hatinya. Malas betul na mulakan rutin harian yang membosankan ni semula. Dari sampai time tengah hari hingga ke petang, aku baring je dalam bilik. Sumpah bosan na mamp*s. Tiba-tiba time aku lps solat asar, roomte aku ila, ajak roomte aku yang lain iaitu syu and mayy keluar. Aku pun macam na sentap juga lah kan ta ajak aku.Grr. Then si syu ni pun dgn manjanya, ajk aku kuar sekali. Aku dah mls la na kua, mls na bertudung bagai. Tiba-tiba si ila suruh mayy buka tingkap bilik aku and aku gila terkejut bila Khaledaa, Kay, Haz, Din and Lan ada kt luar sambil bwk kek and nyanyi lagu Happy Birthday kt aku. Sumpah aku terharu !! So dgn kehappyan nya aku pun bersiap lah bgai then ke blkng rmh untuk clbrte birthdy aku wth them. Then byk lah photos yang menarik plus gedix yang sempat dirakam untuk buat kngan. Tengok lah ea antra pic pic yang best ni okay.

Ni lah cupcakes yang chomel sempena birthday aku ! :]

Antara makanan yang disediakan. Hee. 

Muka teruja bersama si pembawa kek aka IZZI ! Hhahaha.

Teruja tengok kek ! Grr.

Terharu plus terkejut lah knon. :P

Tatau lah apa reaksi nie. Haha.

Housmate tercinta bersama kek masing-masing ! ♥

Syu, Kay and Mayy !

Ila, Haz and Fie !

Lan and Din !

Selepas bermain air dan krim. Hehe.

Muka suci Khal ! Hahaha.

Cndid ! :P

Sweet couple lah knon ! Grr.

Kehappyan setelah bermain with krim kek !

Kegilaan ! Grr. 

Cantik ta kami ? :]

Me with the cute cupcake ! :')

Haa, best ta rasanya party ni? Hehe. Pape pun aku na ucap berjuta-juta terima kasih kat korang semua yang da rancang party ni untuk aku. Terharu sangat-sangat ! Glad to have u guys as my friends. Bff forever okay? !  Saranghae ! ♥